Gosh december is coming really soon and my revision is still going nowhere ): Have been busy with remedials and chorale the past few weeks and will continue to be busy with chorale till Christmas (Carolling! Hahah so exciting :D) ahh I need more time. Fortunately schools starts only on jan 12 next year so we have two more weeks extra to mug like mad before the school term officially begins so yay :D

Supposed to study in school with Vic today but ended up studying at Marine Parade library with Vic and Lionel and going for sakae buffet with them at Parkway, heh. And thank you Lionel for treating us almost half the price! Ate alot alot of sushi and my favourite fried tofuuuu! It's like the nicest thing on earth okay :D -looks at the two of them. Oh and I met Chiaaaa there! :D

Mugging with Ahps tmr, hope it'll be productive!

Omg today is such an embarrassing day can - looks at Vic haha.

Anyway went to visit SN choir yesterday. Went to tauhuay shop to eat first and Myra Lai kept trying to take unglam shots of me hmphs! After the rest came we went to back to st nicks & to the chopin room! Ahh havent stepped in there for dunno how long already >< And I dont know almost like half of the choir now oops I feel so old )): Anyway SN choir you guys must jiayou k! Never ever give up! We talked to Ms Lim too and it was really nice getting to see her again :D

Oh yes almost done! Ah and I'm so tired now yawns.

I suddenly feel very busy. Haha is this good or bad.

Yay I get to sing Alto for WYCF performance! I love the alto part for Wade :D Happy happy! Oh and yes we may get to sing karimatanu kuicha for syf next year. So exciting. Really like being in a SATB choir; can get to sing the songs I always wanted to since last year! First it was Kasar with ajchoir, then after joining chorale it was Lux aurumque and now Karimatanu kuicha... Hope we get more nice songs! I want to sing gamelan too hahah :D Okay I sound super hyper.

If only it was true.

Chorale chalet was fun :D Bbq till we had loads of leftovers which were koped by the birds the next morning hahah. Didnt know birds eat drumsticks -.- We sang random chorale songs while barbequeing and everybody just stared at us hahaha. Watched pride and prejudice and played card games all the wayyy at night hehh. Oh and the shower there is damn good and Lionel's shampoo rocks hahah :D Hahah and when all of us were about to sleep somebody came knocking really loudly at our door because we were making alot of noise oopsy. Omg we squeezed like mad on 4 beds and I woke up aching all over.

After checking out, I went to find uncle eunice who just came from chamber bbq at aranda and we travelled all the way back to amk to meet Ahps. (Jingo pangseh us ahhhh!) Lunched, then went back to st nicks for some bazaar thingy and camwhored there!! Took loads of jumpshots at the roof garden (alot of failed ones) hahah. Koped alot of food too heh :D Eunice and I met Suchin after that and went to eunice's house to bbq! Yes, bbq again! Encountered many snails, ate and played bridge and daidee :D

Gahhh I feel damn heaty and worn out now! Couldnt sing during carolling prac just now think im going to lose my voice oh noooo ))): I want liang cha!!

SN choir altotwos are going to have altotwo teeshirt hahah so exciting! :D Cant wait to get mine!

What's wrong?

Thinking back, I really dont think I have led them well. I kept holding back, feeling insecure and uncertain about so many things, letting my emotions take over me, unable to voice out many of the things I have in mind... And I end up thinking of the what ifs, regretting not doing what I wanted to. Maybe it just didnt suit me. Or perhaps I haven't put in my utmost effort? Or maybe... Mmm I dont know ): Though we have done well, but till now I still feel that I could have done so much more for them and that I have let them down someway. And them too. They look up to their leaders for direction, but have I given them any direction? If only I can turn back time and start all over again.

No use crying over spilt milk huh? But at least that experience has moulded me into a much stronger, braver and more resilient person.

Ah I feel like eating the mudpie from Island Creamery nowww! Hahah actually I have been craving it for days already. And the cookies and cream ice cream too!

Chorale chalet tmr! Yay can't wait :D

Hahaha I just brought my tagboard back onto this blog after abandoning it for more than two years so now there's like superrr old posts on it. Go tag! :D Ah give up on guestbk already la, keep landiao-ing on me.

PROJECT WORK IS OVER!!! Felt a burden lifted off my shoulders after submiting our group file today heh. Glad that it's finally over but I'm starting to miss it too. Will miss having pw meetings at charlene's place (think we went there like 273623709 times haha), staying back till super late in school to chiong WR, the pw bonding sesssion at Lot1 hahaha, freaking out when our money money money slide doesnt tally with the song, practising our FFFF song again and again hoping that our timing will be the same as our slides, watching ninja turtle while having lunch at charlene's house and everything else. RJ026! <3 Charlene Jiahao Sheryl Ziyang; I am really thankful for having you guys as pw mates! :D Will miss working with you all and OI WE HAVENT TAKEN A PROPER GROUP PICTURE LEHH. Hahaha.

Now that pw is over, I should start mugging soon! If not next year will just landiaooo. Suchin Eunice and I are going to mug tgt once a week during the hols heehee :D Jiayou us!

Oh yes and Obama won! Yay :D

Sister having class camp now. Feels kinda weird and empty without her around at home ): I miss her presence! Ahhh hurry come back mei!

I really wanted to, but I'm afraid. I don't want it to stay this way, but what exactly can I do?

OP is over! :D Speech was alright i guess! But my Q&A quite screwed i think (WHY DIDNT I TALK ABOUT NEEDS AND WANTS OMGGG) but at least i think it was better than during dry run heh. Super relieved now, all the butterflies in my stomach hve flown away! (quoted from sheryl hahaha) Woah and Sheryl super pro during Q&A can! Oh and something rather embarrassing happened -looks at charlene and sheryl HAHAHA.

Videos that we took during pw today! I cant help but keep laughing while watching them hahaha.


The cmi version hahaha

THE FFFF SONG!

Omg the videos are taking one thousand years to upload. And blogger is threatening to landiao on me now. Please dont!! Ahhh.

Okieee I need to chiong I&R now!

Someone thought that I was a mother today! Omg do I look that old! There was this random huge toy car in the lift when I went home today (dunno who left it there) and this uncle came in when the lift door was about to close.

uncle: wah, exercise huh? (looking at the toy car)
me: nono, it was here when i came in
uncle: ohh i thought it's yours haha...ah, you can bring back for your kids to play!
me: huhhh?!
uncle: (shocked) oh no ah? sorry sorry!

Hahahaha come to think of it, it's actually quite funnyyy :D Shall say hi when I see that uncle again and hopefully I will be in school uniform then HEH :D

Mugging pw written report for OP currently hahaha. And I want to join FFFF too! OP on tues, I'm scared leh, especially for Q&A. Go me, go PW group! We must do well and impress our examiners with our fantastically fabulous fun-filled presentation! And have fun during OP too, with our mi4 mi4 wu3 qi4 (secret weaspon)! :D

Okay shall go back to mugging pw and chiong my I&R!

Misled, I think.